It is 8:45 and I’m sitting outside the courthouse killing time. The hearing is scheduled for 9:00. I can’t go in because I have to give up my phone and then how will I entertain myself? The ex already called and said he is running late. Lovely. He better just floor it so he makes it on time. I’m strangely nervous. I don’t like courts even when there is no conflict. I just want this to be over.